A letter from Jan 06, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hi! Guess what?! I'm writing again!!! Ang dami kong random thoughts last year na until now bumabagabag pa rin sa aking isipan. BRUHHHH!!!! Lalong-lalo na 'yong mga 'what if's' ko HAHAHHAHAAHAHHA Naiinggit ako sa mga batchmates ko na mga Midwifery graduates. What if I passed the exam for Diploma in Midwifery? Nagmartsa na rin ba ako? Nakapass na kaya ako sa board exam? Or nappressure ako ngayon kakareview sa paparating na board exam? Gosh!!! I don't knowwwww. I'm also thinking about my learning style. I don't know anymore how I learn from school, nakakalimutan ko agad-agad ang mga lessons. I'm worried to myself na! I'm starting to doubt my self since last year! Hindi naman ako pini-pressure ng parents ko about sa studies ko, but I'm pressuring myself siguro? What to do in life anymore? What the...... pls clear my mind, ERASE ERASE AND DELETE the negativities in my mind huhuhu. SOSSSSSS I really need it! Paano makabalik or makabangon sa dating ako? How I wish......... You're in your 3rd year, second semester now. You're almost there...... PADAYON gurllllll!!!!! ALAM KONG KAYA MO!