A letter from Jan 06, 2025

Hey me, Thought this would be a cool thing to do maybe each start of the year, we will see. Anyway I am writing this on the 6th of Jan and I just want to remind you where I am right now and how far you've come this year. So just some general stuff, First of all there is no girlfriend haha, but I can't lie, I finally realised today that I don't think we can handle one right now and that is okay. So maybe in a year you will have one but right now I can't see why you will. Moving on, you will still be at gym haha, we can't not go at this point, you better have started deadlifting too and the rest. Money, I need some sort of foundation by now Ryan so you better have done that for me. I have a job interview at pizza hut tomorrow so we will see what happens. Now on a real, right now you were lost Ryan, lost in life and just did not know what he wanted to do with anything. I hope it has worked out, not just for my sake but the people around me too. Just keep moving, this year was our year I hope but if it wasn't, just keep moving. You will ALWAYS have yourself, let people come and go as that is what happens and will keep happening. Just realised we are an adult when I am reading this, MAD. Enjoy life for your 17 year old self, no enjoy life for your whole younger self that went through what he did to get you to here, wherever you are right now reading this. He built himself from the ground up countless times, people pushed him down yet he still got up. So do me a favour and just keep getting up, as I said you are an adult now, do it for the kid you never really got to be. Ryan