A letter from Jan 05, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I know you’re not in a place where you want to be in life but that’s okay. The universe wants you to be exactly where you are at this point in time. It may feel like the world is against you but I promise it gets better. The house you’re living in - you’re moving out - even if you didn’t want to. You’re going back to work after a crazy 3 weeks of partying. Everything happens for a reason as you always say to yourself. If anyone would go by this saying it’s you. One door closes for another door open. Without one chapter closing in your life another won’t be able to open. Stop being so sad and think of ‘what could’ve been’ because again - everything happens for a reason. Stop dwelling on the past because you’re still yet to experience your best days. Do little things that make you happy everyday. Eat good food. Watch good shows. And enjoy the times with your friends and family while you can. Life is too short to worry about what you’re worrying about now. In a year when you read this it won’t matter anymore. But what does matter is your willingness to become a better person. I hope this year is the year you finally flourish and become a bloomed flower. Too many days in 2024 were wasted doing nothing. Ps I’m writing this half asleep because I’m avoiding something I don’t want to do. Stop. Doing. This. I hope when I read this in a year I lose this habit of delaying everything because I don’t want to do it. Also - love life. Nik? Coming back into your life? Let’s see where this one ends up lol. Date with Reuben? Let’s see where this ends up. Anyways I hope 2025 is my year where I save up money to travel the world next year. Adelaide is just a needle in a haystack when it comes to cities of the world. Oh and remind yourself - the love of your life is still out there and when you meet them - the world will finally start to feel like it’s coming together. Ps I need to sleep it’s 2:37am and I’m depressed. But that’s okay because the world moves on regardless of what’s going on in your life. Anyways tomorrow is a new day. A new day to refresh and unwind. I also hope you start journaling everyday because it’s important to let out how you feel. Again im sad. But just think of how much money you’d save. No seriously. $250 a week x 52 = $13,000… my god. Anyways excited to move back in my parents. Yummy food eaten everyday and spending time with my brother. And also saving money to move to Melbourne by the end of the year… maybe this is meant to happen. Because realistically I wasn’t going anywhere with my savings… anyways bye for now