A letter from Jan 04, 2025

Dear FutureMe, It's bee, I just read my letter today, I've been looking forward to it. I'm on the way to Spain with Crystal and her family at the moment but I'm not sure how to feel about it, ill try have a good time. I'm with my best friend and it's healthy, there are some times where it's awkward but it does go away after some time because he always manages to make me laugh. I've stopped seeing Alex, she moved away, but she sent me a lot of resources that i can look through but I wish I had a laptop to do so. I've gotten a lot better since the first day I met her and I hope youre still getting better too. And hey, the self harming stopped! There was a some times where the record scratched but I did managed to hold off on doing it (all help from my bf (love you hun)) and I'm so so proud of myself and you should be to. He told me that my family may think that I'm a useless waste of space but they don't appreciate that I'm still alive and my progress on getting better so I think he's right. I'm not working still or yet, I'll do my best to find something to do. I've been enjoying art again so I'll continue that and I hope to see progress on my drawing skills :3 I've met online some new friends, I'm still scared and worried that they don't like me much because I met them through him but I'll do my best on that too, I think it's good to try talk to others and to get out more. I hope youre doing good and you've done what you wanted, gotten a job, maybe even visited your bf (give him a hug from the past and that I love him so much and appreciate all he does for me). Take a shower, go on a walk and enjoy little things, Bee (Ps. Did you get the camera we wanted?)