A letter from Jan 02, 2025

Despite everything it's still you... Like the undertale reference? Sweet I know! Alright, I'll cut the ******** it's awful right now, the last year has been hell, smoking, drinking, cutting, and Alice leaving me, it all hurts so ******* much, I hope 2026 is better than 2025/24 it all ******* hurts, I hope you're doing well, that you didn't die and the world isn't ending... I know Trump/**** face is doing his second term as president, is it... terrifying did we say goodbye to our rights sooner than expected? I'm so so scared, so ******* scared and it isn't fair. But how is everything? Are you depressed or happy? What are your interests? How is Sebastian? I sound like a madman right now with so many questions. Still, I'm so ******* scared and I want answers... is Palestine free?... is ukraine free?... is our world just devolved into madness?... *sigh* I'm scared Ivan I am, this is all new and scary and I don't have hope for the future, I do hope I look back and call myself silly, please do that for me, call me silly and promise it all gets better... May the gods be with you Apollo, Aphrodite, and Athena. -Ivan Rae Nadia 1/2/25