A letter from Dec 31, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Heyy so by the time ur reading or recieving this email Happy birthday! u would be 18 yos already which is crazy ur officially legally an adult cuz i honestly never even pictured myself becoming this old or surviving till now but so much has happend and ive already gone thru so much 2024 was a ruff year but honestly as of now 20 mins before 2025 i cant really say if it was a bad year or a good year ig it had its pros and cons i did struggle alot mentally by the end and beginning bcz of school thanaweya keeps feeling like it was honestly a mistake until now and i constantly feel pressured or like im not even really living life especially since i mainly really only get to be myself in my bedroom when no ones looking and we also lost rudi this year which rlly made me realize alot more abt this families true colors But the point of this email isnt to remind u of how ****** ur life was or make u remember sad **** but rather reflect on how far uve come and to also ask some questions. for example we did so many fun things and new stuff this year we wnt to sharm el sheikh which i wouldnt have even imagined doing so and it was an insane trip absolutely one ill always remember went diving for the first time ever i went snorkling went to thre desert to drive that one bike and talked to my bsf frvr allison so much more and really strengthened our bond alot and so much more r we in college yet? did we get to major in what we wantedn to? r u mentally doing better? have u finally let go of the past and healed? can u finally imagine urself living and being apart of the future? lmaoo has ur skin cleared up girl? have u travelled anywhere? r u for once truly happy? r we still as close and talking alot to allison? hows ur rs w ur sister and ur mom? did ur dad finally leave and go live in the us? how did u do on ur exams? did u cut ur hair at all? have u fallen in love w anyone even tho i doubt and think itd be wrong timing lol. do u have a clear view of what u wanna do? have u grduated? r u still confident in urself? have u accepted urself as part of life? and also how is oreo doing? r u a kimder perswon than u were before? whatever it is i wish u all the best and love y and is very very proud on how far uve come if u ever sulk remember that u never even thought that u would make it this far and to not be so hard on urself oits 5 mins until 2025 so ill js take this time to say i wish u evertthung good and a year full of supprt joy laughter and abundance and that ur atleast happier than before no matter the circumstances and that ull continue to fight and stay true to urself and ur morals with love majdi 2024 ;p <3