A letter from Dec 31, 2024

Dear FutureMe, hi!! It's New Year's Eve omg :DD This year was actually fine. I don't remember many bad things, and the ones I do, I don't feel too bad about them. I'm finally okay. I'm not anxious nor depressed. I have a bunch of people I can call friends, a girlfriend I love to ***** and so many people I'm okay with! I journal, meditate, workout in the summer, study hard, watch a lot of movies and TV shows and just...I feel like I'm breathing again. This feels so good. But yeah I hope you'll remember to check this next yearr How are you? Physically and mentally? How's the family? How's your girlfriend?? I really hope we're still together, and if we're not I hope you recovered. What's your favourite book rn? My favourite book this year was L'Isola Dei Battiti Del Cuore. But yeah Six Of Crows is still my all-time favourite ofc. My favourite movie at the moment is Almost Famous! I really need to find the time to rewatch it, it makes me feel so okayyy. Oh I just finished The Office! Istg I was sobbing the other day because of it but wow it's such a good show. I'm at the end of the first season of Brooklyn 99 right now. Now tell me about you!! Everything you like right now, a random thing that happened recently that you wanna yap about and a quote that comes to mind! Here's mine: "I wish there was a way to know you're in the good old days before you've actually left them." Andy said that in the Finale of The Office (I'm obsessed at the moment, alright?) But yeah I think about that a lot, and you should too! Enjoy stuff while you still can! Go out, meet new people, live! Cause that's what life's about :) Now for some deeper questions: how would you describe yourself? I want a full description and then three words or adjectives. Where do you want to live? My mind is wondering between Amster*** and some other cities in Northern Europe. Oh and what do you want to study? Did you find out which job you wanna have? Are you gonna go to university in Italy or someplace else? People must ask you this a lot, but I'm you so I'm sure it's gonna be fine (don't wanna stress you out btw lol) Alright...what's your deepest fear?I think my deepest fear at the moment is to lose myself or to never find someone who loves me as much as I love them. Dumb, I know hahahahaah Did you discover any new pssions or hobbies? At the moment I'm (we're?) into astronomy, astrology (tarots and crystals and stuff), filmography (I'm thinking about going to film school tbh), cinema, guitar, uke, philosophy, journaling, candles, cups omg I love cups tbh...and yeah there's probably more but I can't remember any of it rn sorry lol Okay music...Nirvana, of course, but also Tyler The Creator, pop music for some reason ew? Paramore, Ghibli soundtracks!! I love those they help me clean my mind..oh and nostalgic music, like the one in gacha glmvs yk? I'm listening to Troublemaker rn hahahahahahah Oh I love tea at the moment, and that one Ponyo drink too, you know, the one with milk, honey, water and cinnamon? I love that. An australian girl, Maddie, will stay with our class until the 18th of January. Actually, we went out together yesterday, along with Caterina, and I must say it was so funn Oh we're going to China!! I almost forgot. Are you alive? Did you make it? Are you okay? Was it fun? Who did you pair up with? Tell me about it!! I need to know :DD Hope your flight was safee Okay then, remember you're loved and try to drink more water, I struggle with that. Hope you like your body! I still can't but I really hope you do now. You're perfect the way you are, 1 year from now nobody will care about teens judging you!! Go have fun :DD For me!! Okayy sending lots of love!! I'll always love you, even if you become a horrible person (which you aren't and will never be) Love youuu byeeee xoxo!! <33 -Zen