A letter from Dec 31, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Its 10pm right now and new year is coming soon. This year (2024) sure have been a downfall for me but what about the new year (2025) for you? This year sure have been hard. Not sure what happened but I have been drastically failing in grades as well as my social life? I hope you do have a change in 2025. Right now I am writing this with the intention of studying or doing better starting tomorrow, but knowing you and myself well, I know that I am not going to keep my own promises. But i somehow do hope you will pass your AS level at least. I wonder if I dropped chemistry, got good scores for it or if i just give up on it? Will you give me an answer? This year have been very lonely for me to the point I am just seeking for anyone to talk to. You know very well who I am talking about... Like, how did I just lose everyone within a day? Why do I have no one to talk too? Is it just me and my selfish self? Will you promise me something have changed the moment we enter 2025? Will we make ourselves proud and get out of this depressing cave? Oh right and that annoying hives, please tell me it's gone. Wow, i do know this will sound cringe or whatever but i guess right now I am just emotionally drained. Like here is an evidence...THAT ONE WHITE HAIR...HOPE YOU DONT HAVE MORE. Eitherways, I do not know what else I should write here so i really do hope 2025 is a good year. Happy early new year to you :) Remember that if you did fail AS level, umm you can always take it again and that it doesnt mean you fail (coming from myself who will definitely cry if i do fail). Anyways see you really soon. I believe that if 2025 doesnt go as nice as i hope it will, then 2026 will be better. (I HOPE I MANAGE MONEY BETTER TOO)