A letter from Dec 27, 2024

Dear Future Me, Would you have gotten over him by the time you are reading this letter? You are half healing and half missing him, you're unsure if you want him back but every time a tarot reading on tiktok pops out you wonder if he really is coming back. I hope you have moved on. I hope you have gained enough self-respect and self-love that you don't cling to the potential he has and see him in bright light. He offered you nothing but took everything from you. When you broke up, he immediately got another woman. Interestingly, he got her the same way he got you. Sakay sa van. And they hit it fast. The same story as you. And you wonder, were you that easily replaceable? Did nothing matter to him? I hope by now, you are seeing that it has nothing to do with you. He showed you who he is and you have to make peace with the fact that it does not define you; you will be fine. You weren't perfect, but you didn't deserve to be discarded and trampled on so easily by the person who you gave your all to. You know to yourself that you have loved and poured your whole cup, even when you realize you're running out for your own. He did not see that it was hard for you, and that's okay. Because you don't want to be the mirror of what they are when you saw how ugly they treated you. You deserve time, effort, and love just as much or even more as what you can give. You loved him true, but it ends there when he didn't choose you. Choose yourself and never make that mistake again. I love you! Thrive!