MERRY CHRISTMAS

Hey girl HEYYYYY!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSS!!!!!! LOLLLLLL!!!! I just saw a tik ok of a girl saying that her favorite gift she gets every year is the letter that she writes for herself each year so I thought I might as well start up a new tradition for myself. And I have to write this quick because its almost tomorrow lol. Anywayssss, there's like literally so much on my mind right now and its so crazy because by the time your reading this my whole life is going to be different, I hope and PRAY that it s a good different, lord knows we need it. Yeah but yeah, I'm going to give you a list of things that I am currently stressed about and by the the time youre reading this, youll be able to say awww little Majesty so stressed about nothing. Or at least thats the goal. 1. for whatever reason right now on my school computer I cannot pull up google, like it wont let me get into the app at all, Ive shut my computer down, restarted it, I even called apple IT services. and NOTHING is working. Its stressing me out because I have everything saved on there, and I have this specific scholarship for Howard that I have saved on there that isint anywhere else....and I would prefer to not have to restart the whole application. so yeah.... 2. I mean i think I applied early action for Spelman but atp idek, supposedly my results will be coming in on the 31st, but people have been getting answers since last week, so Now idek if i applied likeeeeee. and today i checked my email and I saw that in november they sent me this thing saying that I didnt complete everything for early action...but like I did....so yeah idk im stressed about that. well see come december 31st though, pray for me! 3. BAck to Howard I applied regular decision for howard, and Like I am now realizing that that was probably not the best idea since that means I wont be hearing back until like april which is a month before graduation. and whats cray is that I finished most of my applications in like september-october, so I lowkey couldve applied to everything early action...but I just wasnt very clear on what each was....I shouldve asked my mom, But i guess i wanted to feel independent or whatever....yeah lol maybe next time your confused just ask mommy ok!? 4. what if I dont get into these schools bro...like ik it will be okay and ill just go to UoH, but like i at least want the option ya know....I just... I always imagined myself out of state living big and making a name for myself outside of lil old Texas....and not even what if i dont get in...but like i have to be able to finance these options that i may or may not get...Im applying for scholarships but like.....idk....But hey! YOU know...and god knows..and if i know anything its that you and god have my back through it all...so ill just keep that in mind. 5. bro my retainers are literally giving me greif just yesterday I took my top ones out because they were pushing my tooth up AGAIN!!! I hope by now we have our teeth sorted out, or at least are coming to some type of solution. 6. bro my yearbook picture....im so stressed...one of my lashes are like lopsided in the pic and I just dont want to look like im cross eyed...like ****....I really wanted that pic to be perfect.....cause Im already not really finna be in the yearbook cause of my so called beef....sigh....yeah....idk....at least I have my beautiful senior tribute ;p 7. boys boys boys....like bro....idek...but like...bro...like please tell me there is something anything bro....but also like not anything cause its not like I dont have oppurtunities now its just.....please please let there be someone beautiful.....hey if youre reading this and youre not me...dont think im shallow....I just enjoy beautiful people..thats it. 8. i really hope im dancing still. Ok I think that may be it....I only have 4 minutes left and this has definetly been a strange letter to say the least....its crazy writing about all that stuff just made it a little bit easier to deal with. crazy how that works huh...? anywayss girly your a freshie again, and youre GROWN!!! lollll I hope you are having the time of your life, and I hope youre enjoying youre longgggg break, ik you deserve it and I really do hope that right now youre just smiling at all these problems I have, knowing that in the end it all worked out. lol.. I hope your first christmas as an adult was everything you wanted it to be, and if not hey its alright. anyways i gotta send this like right now to fit the time limit....so there will be no grammar checks lollll. MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSS!!!! aww dang it its 12am. whatever it just wont be exactly a year...looks like I can do the grammar check now....I lowkey dont want to though....lowkey just vibeeeee. i feel like i should start adding random facts that right now me would know, but like something future me has totally forgotten... ok I'll do 1....hmm..... this boy texted me today on his spam account and then again later on on his main account...i ignored both texts... yeah a lil rude, but In my defense he was some rando from the mall, and I was just tryna buy some books bro. should I text him back?.....probability - not likely. today I finished reading love in winter wonderland, one of the books i bought! it was a cute read, nothing life changing though, so you probably defiently dont remember that. aalinaah asked you to borrow your cream long sweater... i just sent an emoji in reply cause i didnt see the message until later. hows aalinaah doing now? whens the last time yall have talked???? yeah im calling you out girl.lol Okay i think thats it though, so yeah MERRY CHRISTMAS GIRL!!!! i love you so so so so so so so so sooooooooooooo much!!!!!!! you dont even understand. I'll finish off with a quote.... "where do I go, to the left where nothings right? or to the right where nothings left?" "forward." corny ik, but hey the best of us are lololololololololololololollololololl love ya girly, so very much. PS - OMG GIRLIE I ALMOST FORGOT!!!!! OOOOAOAOAOOOAAAAOOOAAAA ahahahhahaha, Wicked part 2 is outttttt!!!!!! you lucky duckkkkkkkkk, bro I WISHHHHHHH i could jump to the future JUST to watch part 2 of that movie like its not a want its a NEEDDDDDD, I absolutely loved the first part, like that is one of my favorite movies ever right up there with the live action little mermaid, ik ik crazy, but its the truth. omg bro, i hope it was everything you wanted it to be and more, i cannot wait to see it. ik by now it wouldve been out for like 2-3 weeks but girl, yk what i might just write a whole seperate letter to myself for Nov 22, just to ask about part 2 because I loved the movie that much. ahhhhhhhh, yeah bro cynthia and ari have my whole heart and my whole soul, I just know that Ari's reprise of "im not that girl" had you crying, because just thinking about it gets me all jumbled up. sigh, i love that movie bro. omgeeeee i cant belive youve seen it...you better have seen it by now.....theres no way you havent seen it yet. the real question is i wonder who you saw it with.....this year the first time seeing it was with aalinaah, jerzie, kennedy, and brooklyn, second time we had chaudae in the mix minus kennedy. awww, i hope whoever you watched it with you loved just as much as you loved these girls and if you watched it with them then HEY!!! look at that, that it so precious...but honestly i doubt that. lol. but yeah, i just know it was so amazing...haha...i caNNOT WAIIIIIITTTTTT OAOAOAOAOAAAAAOAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! PPS - be sure to write me a letter, and send it on christmas idc when you end up seeing this I better be getting my letter. okay thats it fr, mmmmbyeeeeee!!! - Majesty C.