A letter from Dec 25, 2024

Dear FutureMe, A lot can happen in a year. A year before, I was a free floating unemployed fresh graduate whose future is very unsure of. I wasn’t unhappy, I was just not as capable as I am now. Today, I got to send out my very first gifts and ampao to people I love and care for. I used to be the kid who wishes I’d get at least a thousand bill in total so I could something for myself I really wanted all year long. Now, it doesn’t bother me that much even if my 10k was gifted that easily to them. Perhaps I always believed in giving as much as you’re capable of, as well? I was actually hesitant at first, to be honest. But it’s Christmas after all. My heart tells me it’s okay to share my blessings. That whatever I bring out in kindness will get back to me multiple times more. Anw, going back to the main letter. I’m letting you know that I’m finally ready. Ready to take on more mature roles lol no jk. What I mean is, I’m plenty ready to take some risks both on my career and romantic pursuits. I may try dating so forgive me already if it doesn’t turned out as fairytale-esque as I expected. I might be busier than usual, trying to do side-hustles to feed my ambition getting bigger each day it almost scares me how far I’ve yet to climb. I also wanna try taking physical risks as in partaking physical activities like hiking, exercises, and meditation. I’m all talk now, but hopefully youve done it already by the time I read this. I hope I’ve written so much more and better poems before the year of 2025 ends. I hope you and your family stays as healthy as young’uns or at least as healthy as our age. I pray the family is still complete. I pray we even get an additional, may it be a dog or a cat hehe I pray you finally got the tattoo you wanted, travelled locally and internationally, met new people from different stages of their lives, connect with someone who knows you deeply and craves to know you til the end of time. I hope you’re happy and satisfied. And even more than satisfied, you’re willing to step up even higher than where we are now. Love, I hope you always love despite the world not reciprocating it back to you at all times. One day, the universe will kiss you and thank you for your presence cause you completed the missing piece in this harsh puzzled world we’re living in. Luv u, Bye 2024. See u 2025 self!