A letter from Dec 24, 2024

Dear FutureMe, It's that time of the year again! And you probably forgot again... Happy (belated) 19th birthday! Yeesh. every year we get older and older and every year it twists my guts to think about the next. Do me a solid and go with the flow instead of trying to think ahead, will ya? Recap time, baby! Our last letter was from December 24th, 11PM and this one is being written December 24th, 6:49AM (yes, we got woken up by Fofi scratching at the door and stayed up reading fanfiction. Still remember which one? Check your history ******.) Still no luck in finding a job, nor a school. We did go to some more appointments, less than last year, but their help has been...minimal, to say the least. We made "amends" with our past friend group. Only to have a lighter conscience, they still suck for the most part (sorry!) However, we made new friends! From seeing Andy again, to meeting Gaëtane, Éloïse, Nikki and so on (sorry to the others but this list is a long one :() we don't lack people to talk to! Hyperfixation wise, we went through Call of Duty, Fnaf is a constant, My Little Pony, Roblox games like Doors and Pressure, The Amazing Digital Circus, and the big Gravity Falls comeback. We read books this year! Yeah, multiple! From "They both die at the end" to "So this is ever after" (and I think those are the only ones actually, we did start on "The first one to die at the end"...hopefully we finish that before the end of the year!) And still no luck in the "Getting officially diagnosed" department, but we now know how to go about with this! Question time?!?!? How's life doing in general? We've been a little under the weather recently, relapsing and all, but apart from that I am good! Hope you are too. Job/School? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MONEY FOR PIERCINGS Relationship status? Currently, we aren't in any relationship...Apart from Diego...who I'm not sure what we have going on with him...... Therapy? We did a pause for a few months, did you? Do you go more often, less often, or not at all anymore? Smoking/Drinking? We finished the weed we had into cookies, and picked up drinking again at parties. Other than that, we're trying to quit smoking (good luck lmfao) Started working out again? I bet not lazy *** mf Fixed that guitar? Yeah. I bet not. New piercings? RAAAHHH We got our third lobe pierced yesterday! Anyways!! It always feels weird writing these. The future always seems like this distant, terrifying thing from my point of view, but when it eventually comes quicker than I'd like to admit it's...fine? You just go with the flow try not thinking about it and, somehow, someway it works. And suddenly we're not 15, alone and scared, anymore. And we haven't been 15 in a while. And despite that, we'll be fine. As always: You can look back on these letters, but never forward. Thread carefully, but don't forget to enjoy your life. Be messy, cry, laugh, make mistakes, learn from those mistakes, or don't. I love you. I know you love me too. See you next year. Bye :]