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Dear FutureMe,
A lot of change has happened. You are starting to realise the path the you have been called to which is the Daughter of God and a generational curse breaker in your family. I know it has been hard all the nights crying your eyes out praying that God will just end your suffering but I know it is all worth it in the end. whatever season you may be going through, show your gratitude to Jesus because he is going to transform you and continue to do good for you in your life,at the time of writing this you had just recovered from being sick but you still need to work on your physical health. you can't run away from it and abandon it anymore because it seems like a burden in your life. your health issues are apart of your testimony of Gods amazing Grace and you have to live up with it and manage it in the best way possible. Around this time you have also been a bit worried about paying school bills but you know that God will work it all out and it will all be paid in full just like your sins are. This is a reminder that you should never stress about how you will be able to pay for anything because Gid will work it all out for you, you just need to walk in your purpose and will for him and don't think about what is in the future or what you cannot control. you have also been worried about friends and family in the world that seem to be dragging you down. just pray for people that are still around in the future and learn to be content fully in the presence of God because that is the best thing you can have in your life at this current time.
You have been through so much heartbreak this year with people that were friends, people you were interested in, your family and even by yourself but through all of this it somehow made you come closer to God. You have realised the importance of trying to look out for yourself first and having to hear things that at the time seem so painful but realising that it is important to hear these things from people because your perspective in life changed. You have really gained and lost friends this year people like Bibi, Yakenna or Papa who you though you would be so close to at the beginning of this year 2024that are now just people in the past. you have learned that it's okay to outgrow people that aren't benefitting you in any way shape or form and also to be controlled when you do end up being angry with someone. don't just jump to ten even though it takes a lot to be angry. you have lost loved ones like Zilal and through her passing you realised the importance of keeping in touch with people form the past that you are still on speaking terms with and to not hold a grudge with people at any time just let go and let God handle it.
Although it is nice to be alone and in your own personal space, make an effort to seek friends in the kingdom because it says where two or more are gathered together God is amongst you. Learn the importance of being a youth and child like because of Christ. although you have had to mature in a lot of ways faster than your siblings, you are a child in Christ and it is okay to embrace you young spirit. don't be afraid to take yourself out on solo dates because it's better to be in the presence of God than in the presence of someone that doesn't wish you well in like.
Your friends like Sunmi, Bolu, Obinna Tife and Boaz have made such an impact on the person that you are today. They have taught you that you need to realise how worthy you are as a person as a friend as a daughter to your parents as a sibling to Issa and Tina and as someone's significant other in the future, Althiugh we are taking a break form dating and by the time this is opened up again it will be over a year of your season of pure singleness with no talking stages, no ties to a man, you are embracing it and learning how tow to be the kingdom souse for your future and how amazing you are going to be for your significant other. Sunmi made you realise the importance of not putting myself down and that I am a good friend to others, Bolu taught me the importance of having friends that were there through the good and bad times and that having a sibling like friendship is the best thing ever. Tife made me realise the importance not being afraid of seeing the best for myself and speaking up for what I want and to not be afraid to break barriers and generational curses. Oninna helped me know the importance of being there for the people I cared about the most and to be creative in any way shape or form and Boaz helped me realise the importance of having a relationship with God and the great things that God can do for you.
Although you may miss the past, do not be like Lots wife and turn back to those way especially when they caused you harm. Remeber what God delivered you from, guilt shame, depression, anxiety, low self esteem, suivide, self harm, anger, self neglect, lustful thoughts, being a people pleaser, putting others and things before God. DON'T TURN BACK! it's not worth it at all. 2024 was a year where I can say I actually remember each and everyday. it was always different even if I was going through the same thing for a period of time. But this year taught me to trust in the Lord and lean not on my own understanding but on his plans(Proverbs 3:5-6) God had a plan for my life it's all in the works, I just have to sit back and let him have control over my life and allow him to transform me, change and renew my heart and keep my intentions in life so pure.
2024 was a year of change, you celebrated 2 years in the nail game which was such an amazing accomplishment because you were the one that had to financially set yourself up but God really did it all for you and now your business has become one of the biggest blessing you will ever have in your life. Contine to embrace God through it and praise him through it all because he gave you the gift of creativity. January to February you were really battling with a lot, you self harmed because of a big disagreement at home because you were thinking about the importance f your education and how you needed to live on campus. February you met someone new and they made you grow closer to God despite the ending of your romantic journey with them. Althought it's sad , they will always hold a significant place in your heart and till today you have a good friendship with them and wish them nothing but greatness in life. This person was something special because they were the first person you called when you were having a panic attack and in the verge of self harming but you didn't hold back and let them know about your struggles and they guided you and encouraged you to tell your friends about it.
May to June you were going through it, you were still recovering from being slightly heartbroken and going through the biggest spiritual battle with suicide being the opposition. it was so hard and you felt like the world was on your shoulder but with courage you were able to open up about your struggles and you had a support sipytem of friends like Sunmi Tife and Yakenna ready to help wherever they could. of course tryouts leaned back on God because where they could not help me spiritually, God took over and reassured me that even though I would go through tough times he was always with me no matter what and everything would be okay I just had to have faith in him.
July and August was a hot of a blast for, the past with Demmy coming back into the picture and us being honest about the feelings we had for each other but in the end I knew that we couldn't act on them now because I wasn't really ready after still healing and learning how to love myself and God before I could put others into the picture especially in that sense. It was also very traumatic for me, I felt like I was going through things back to back but also physically and emotionally maturing. I had to mourn a lot of things and give people their flowers like Ethan for how he helped me grow in Christ nd show me qualities I did and did not want for my future relationship.
September to early November was a season of waiting that nearly ended in me taking my own life again because of the spiritual and physical things I was going through. Everthing was so exposed for me disputing this time and I turned to the wrong people and things like anger, fulfilling lustful thoughts being suicidal, overthinking and even showing God how angry and confused I was by stating that I did not have faith in him and I didn't know what it meant to have faith but he really taught me during the end of November to December what it really means and that in all things He will work for the good of those who love him and are called according to his purpose.
For next year, I pray that you accomplish so much in terms of your relationship with God, your eductaion( don't let anyone get in the way of your education) your friendship with Godly people, how you provide for yourself. keep on growing to be a strong prayer woman that I can see you becoming. Be so honest and open with God about how you feel what you are going through all your thoughts and desire. Allow hi, to transform you and teach you what he wants you to become for his kingdom. Check on people who have impacted your life. show them the love of Jesus. treat everyone how Jesus would handle you, put God in everything you do and Get Baotized. at the end of the day your family can say whatever they want, your relationship with God will forever and always be more important than them. Stay blessed and be grateful keep Jesus in al, your doings he is your firm foundation and saviour fin it all.He has plans for you Abigail Marie that are for your good and not to destroy you but for your prosperity. I pray that this is all in your will I love you soo much but God clearly loves you more than you could ever imagine.
Always The Amkay Way🩷
A lot of change has happened. You are starting to realise the path the you have been called to which is the Daughter of God and a generational curse breaker in your family. I know it has been hard all the nights crying your eyes out praying that God will just end your suffering but I know it is all worth it in the end. whatever season you may be going through, show your gratitude to Jesus because he is going to transform you and continue to do good for you in your life,at the time of writing this you had just recovered from being sick but you still need to work on your physical health. you can't run away from it and abandon it anymore because it seems like a burden in your life. your health issues are apart of your testimony of Gods amazing Grace and you have to live up with it and manage it in the best way possible. Around this time you have also been a bit worried about paying school bills but you know that God will work it all out and it will all be paid in full just like your sins are. This is a reminder that you should never stress about how you will be able to pay for anything because Gid will work it all out for you, you just need to walk in your purpose and will for him and don't think about what is in the future or what you cannot control. you have also been worried about friends and family in the world that seem to be dragging you down. just pray for people that are still around in the future and learn to be content fully in the presence of God because that is the best thing you can have in your life at this current time.
You have been through so much heartbreak this year with people that were friends, people you were interested in, your family and even by yourself but through all of this it somehow made you come closer to God. You have realised the importance of trying to look out for yourself first and having to hear things that at the time seem so painful but realising that it is important to hear these things from people because your perspective in life changed. You have really gained and lost friends this year people like Bibi, Yakenna or Papa who you though you would be so close to at the beginning of this year 2024that are now just people in the past. you have learned that it's okay to outgrow people that aren't benefitting you in any way shape or form and also to be controlled when you do end up being angry with someone. don't just jump to ten even though it takes a lot to be angry. you have lost loved ones like Zilal and through her passing you realised the importance of keeping in touch with people form the past that you are still on speaking terms with and to not hold a grudge with people at any time just let go and let God handle it.
Although it is nice to be alone and in your own personal space, make an effort to seek friends in the kingdom because it says where two or more are gathered together God is amongst you. Learn the importance of being a youth and child like because of Christ. although you have had to mature in a lot of ways faster than your siblings, you are a child in Christ and it is okay to embrace you young spirit. don't be afraid to take yourself out on solo dates because it's better to be in the presence of God than in the presence of someone that doesn't wish you well in like.
Your friends like Sunmi, Bolu, Obinna Tife and Boaz have made such an impact on the person that you are today. They have taught you that you need to realise how worthy you are as a person as a friend as a daughter to your parents as a sibling to Issa and Tina and as someone's significant other in the future, Althiugh we are taking a break form dating and by the time this is opened up again it will be over a year of your season of pure singleness with no talking stages, no ties to a man, you are embracing it and learning how tow to be the kingdom souse for your future and how amazing you are going to be for your significant other. Sunmi made you realise the importance of not putting myself down and that I am a good friend to others, Bolu taught me the importance of having friends that were there through the good and bad times and that having a sibling like friendship is the best thing ever. Tife made me realise the importance not being afraid of seeing the best for myself and speaking up for what I want and to not be afraid to break barriers and generational curses. Oninna helped me know the importance of being there for the people I cared about the most and to be creative in any way shape or form and Boaz helped me realise the importance of having a relationship with God and the great things that God can do for you.
Although you may miss the past, do not be like Lots wife and turn back to those way especially when they caused you harm. Remeber what God delivered you from, guilt shame, depression, anxiety, low self esteem, suivide, self harm, anger, self neglect, lustful thoughts, being a people pleaser, putting others and things before God. DON'T TURN BACK! it's not worth it at all. 2024 was a year where I can say I actually remember each and everyday. it was always different even if I was going through the same thing for a period of time. But this year taught me to trust in the Lord and lean not on my own understanding but on his plans(Proverbs 3:5-6) God had a plan for my life it's all in the works, I just have to sit back and let him have control over my life and allow him to transform me, change and renew my heart and keep my intentions in life so pure.
2024 was a year of change, you celebrated 2 years in the nail game which was such an amazing accomplishment because you were the one that had to financially set yourself up but God really did it all for you and now your business has become one of the biggest blessing you will ever have in your life. Contine to embrace God through it and praise him through it all because he gave you the gift of creativity. January to February you were really battling with a lot, you self harmed because of a big disagreement at home because you were thinking about the importance f your education and how you needed to live on campus. February you met someone new and they made you grow closer to God despite the ending of your romantic journey with them. Althought it's sad , they will always hold a significant place in your heart and till today you have a good friendship with them and wish them nothing but greatness in life. This person was something special because they were the first person you called when you were having a panic attack and in the verge of self harming but you didn't hold back and let them know about your struggles and they guided you and encouraged you to tell your friends about it.
May to June you were going through it, you were still recovering from being slightly heartbroken and going through the biggest spiritual battle with suicide being the opposition. it was so hard and you felt like the world was on your shoulder but with courage you were able to open up about your struggles and you had a support sipytem of friends like Sunmi Tife and Yakenna ready to help wherever they could. of course tryouts leaned back on God because where they could not help me spiritually, God took over and reassured me that even though I would go through tough times he was always with me no matter what and everything would be okay I just had to have faith in him.
July and August was a hot of a blast for, the past with Demmy coming back into the picture and us being honest about the feelings we had for each other but in the end I knew that we couldn't act on them now because I wasn't really ready after still healing and learning how to love myself and God before I could put others into the picture especially in that sense. It was also very traumatic for me, I felt like I was going through things back to back but also physically and emotionally maturing. I had to mourn a lot of things and give people their flowers like Ethan for how he helped me grow in Christ nd show me qualities I did and did not want for my future relationship.
September to early November was a season of waiting that nearly ended in me taking my own life again because of the spiritual and physical things I was going through. Everthing was so exposed for me disputing this time and I turned to the wrong people and things like anger, fulfilling lustful thoughts being suicidal, overthinking and even showing God how angry and confused I was by stating that I did not have faith in him and I didn't know what it meant to have faith but he really taught me during the end of November to December what it really means and that in all things He will work for the good of those who love him and are called according to his purpose.
For next year, I pray that you accomplish so much in terms of your relationship with God, your eductaion( don't let anyone get in the way of your education) your friendship with Godly people, how you provide for yourself. keep on growing to be a strong prayer woman that I can see you becoming. Be so honest and open with God about how you feel what you are going through all your thoughts and desire. Allow hi, to transform you and teach you what he wants you to become for his kingdom. Check on people who have impacted your life. show them the love of Jesus. treat everyone how Jesus would handle you, put God in everything you do and Get Baotized. at the end of the day your family can say whatever they want, your relationship with God will forever and always be more important than them. Stay blessed and be grateful keep Jesus in al, your doings he is your firm foundation and saviour fin it all.He has plans for you Abigail Marie that are for your good and not to destroy you but for your prosperity. I pray that this is all in your will I love you soo much but God clearly loves you more than you could ever imagine.
Always The Amkay Way🩷
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