A letter from Dec 05, 2024

now that I think about it, that now I'm closer to 30 and should really think about built my own family, I kind of feel scared. Like, what if I can't built it? what if I'm going to live alone by myself. And I know that I keep saying that I'm good, that I don't need to get married to be happy, but deep inside, I crave it. I long for it. I want someone to hold, to share, to talk about everything. I want cute babies and warm house full of laughter. I mean, I'm still 26, but the prospect is so bad that I don't even know where to find my soulmate? Next year, when life steadier and I can breath with ease, I hope I already find my true love. Because, now I feel like something is chasing me to built my own family, my happiness. And I think, right now is perfect.