A letter from Dec 19, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Currently I’m sitting at the reception in work it’s freezing cold and asil has just told me she can’t go to Lisbon in January but I still really want to go so idk what to do. Did we go? Christmas is in less than a week and tbh it feels so weird like the vibe just isn’t there. Mentally I’ve been struggling a little but starting to feel lighter now it’s probably just the cold weather and dark mornings tbh I need to pass my driving test sooo bad I’ve not sat a test yet but i just want it done and dusted. Have you passed? Do you have a car? Financially doing pretty well just need to chill with the spending and save more and I’ll be all good however I do have my bday holiday (haven’t decided) Ibiza and hideout in the next year Have you been back to Tenerife? I do want to go back but honestly I’m scared to see Taylor I’m not over the whole situation idk why it affected me so much like there’s not even anything special, have you seen him since cause rn he’s blocked you on everything ( bit unnecessary) Currently I speak to no boys significantly I honestly just cannot be bothered I don’t have the energy to go through it all again it’s so draining, have you met anyone since now? Mostly I hope your happy and light without any burdens financially and physically healthy and glowing from within.