A letter from Dec 12, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hello, this is me from December 12, 2024. The current status of our life is peaceful. I am grateful for yesterday. The advanced monthsary we did with Kristine was greatly appreciated even if we both got so tired and something came up as well (Ambo). We did have talked things out with Kristine about all the topics. It was admirable to see someone who's eager and determined to love and care for you. It was refreshing to find someone who feels angry on your behalf about your situation and wants to escape you from it. Gosh, we just love our Kristine and she's just an angel. Something that I'll forever be grateful for meeting her this year 2024. Despite being in our 0's right now because of being unemployed, we both know our p eagerness to be the best girlfriend for her. I love her so much... Anyway, I wonder how's it going out there. It's Christmas, isn't it? Did you know that I long for celebrating Christmas with her? Even New Year, with her family because in their house, you know they're celebrating it properly—unlike what we got at home where everyone just sleeps until New Year's eve pass 💔. To be honest, the reason I wrote this email is because I'm curious about your situation there. I'm worried that it'll be just like what I'm experiencing today—I feel nothing. Besides my curiosity about your status in there, I am neverending hoping that things improve and get better for us 😥. Anyway, despite all my worries. You have no idea how I trust you and where you're now. I will make sure to reach you someday. I love you and Kristine so much. I'm strongly hoping that you're doing alright in there. I trust that as you're in the future, you'll slowly and gently guide me throughout my journey for another year and Christmas. FYI, my status this Christmas is more of a ??? because as usual, you know both of them don't like celebrating it. I am aware they ruined it and it'll be just a regular day. I have no choice but face it... I forgot the things I'll need to say, maybe next time once I remember it 😅 I'm tired from all the places I've been today (NKTI) and I have no sleep too. I miss Kristine so much 😭💖😥