A letter from Dec 10, 2024

Dear FutureMe, well, where are we going? today is des 10th and we have not been given an offer so far(except oxford brooks). that being said, imperials exam is on jan9th, and ucl is in march. i changed my class almost 4 weeks ago and almost every feeling we had in 10th grade we have it now as well. is it fun? no. do i know what i am doing? no. am i tired ? yes. but this is basically the only path we can take. by the time you read this, you know everything. god do i wish i was you. i hope that this is a reminder of what it took to get to the best place and not a remorse. are you ok? bc i am not. please tell me it all goes well. i think today(ur time) is also the first day of uni. i love you 17 year old u.