A letter from Dec 09, 2024

Dear Future Me, Hey, it's your 22nd birthday! Happy birthday to you, my dear self. Thank you for being here until today. I am hoping that you can be kind and good to yourself. Treat yourself well because you deserve the world so much. I just want to say that you are the most awesome, talented and amazing person. Please be happy for yourself. I am hoping that you're not going to cry for your whole life just because your days are bad. Sometimes you need to remind yourself that your day might be bad, but not your life. Please don't give up on yourself just because others are telling you to do so! You are capable to do anything in this life. Nothing is impossible when you are believing in yourself. I am hoping that you're not the biggest loser out there for being a people pleaser and let others walk and step on you just to take advantage of you. Chin up and pick yourself up! You are better than this. Are you able to do that alone by yourself? You are not meant to fit in with others when you are unique because of the way you are. You cannot fit in with others just because they have many friends than you. Likewise, you are always in this together, no matter what. Don't be afraid to face a reality and overcome your weaknesses. I am hoping that you are able to stand up for yourself when you're down. Be strong for yourself no matter what. For yourself, your family and your close friend. I know that you can do that. I believe in you. You are fantastic in doing things for yourself. Even if it's a mistake, you can learn from it. You can reflect and learn from it. Human like you are not perfect. Humans are not meant to be perfect, so don't be. Oh, right. Are you still waiting for him? Are you putting your trust in him? Can you do it? Are you able to do it? If you cannot do it, please just let him go for your own good. You are better than this. The only fish is not only him, there are many other fishes in the sea or do you find someone else better than him? Your decision might disappoint him later on but believe me letting go of someone you loved is better than holding on to them. I know that you loved him because of the way he treated you better than anyone else and make you feel loved. If he's coming back to you, he's yours again, boo. You are willingly to wait for a diamond than a gold. You value the flower rather than you pick it. Furthermore, you water it until it blooms when the owner is taking a good care of them, right? You are not going to give up, do you? Thank you for not giving up on him no matter what. If you can find someone better than him, you should let him go, okay? No two-timers like the one you did in the past. Don't hurt him, okay? Just let him go, alright? If both of you cannot be together in this life, maybe in the future, okay?