A letter from Dec 04, 2024

Hello, Back on drugs. I had nothing at my place so i had to swallow those THC lubes. (yes) This is how sad I am being a 20 something. I feel like i would not make it to 30 something. Sorry mom. And Dad. Is it better to be obsessed over someone or to develop drug addiction? both are really bad but if i had to choose maybe just- well i don't know- drugs always hit but the person prolly never love you back so that's really sad now you had to rely on drugs- but it's just coping your own failure you can't face. And it's so not cool when it wears out. I got drunk text from this one person. feel like I'm getting mixed signals here. Do you care or you just did it for fun? Friends been telling me to block this person and I just can't. I deleted our chat and tried not replying. But I care so much that I just stared at the screenshots I sent to oomfs. How pathetic. yeah drug addiction prolly better.