A letter from Dec 04, 2024

Dear Mathieu, Hi, I'm not really sure what to say. I'm literally writing this down when exam's tomorrow, knowing nothing of chemistry (maybe). Sitting on my desk in the dark with papers scattered around like mice, idk simile for extra marks. 2024 was quite a year: Losing a friend over long distance, losing someone I loved more than myself, and even feeling denatured for weeks. Every time I travel with my mom, I left thoughts take over than logic and understanding. I hate that. Ever since I learned from losing people, especially Haley, I started realizing how much value I give others. There wasn't any equality or equity, just a biased understanding if I like them or not. I've started to enjoy life, a lot. But it also drained me in a mental way. I loved her so much, and I obviously haven't let go of her version of what I've experienced yet. I just hope one day, I could see her happy in ways I didn't whenever she hugged my heart. It's getting pretty late, I'll write another letter someday, maybe even tomorrow. I have so much to talk to you about, but better make sure you're alive and thriving the way you are. I'm proud of you, I'm proud of us and ourselves. With Love and Thought, RatioOxide#1029 P.S : did the world end yet?