A letter from Dec 03, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hi. I am currently panic-ing(not sure how to spell it). I wonder if all this work and this design thing will pay off. I just saw my fees for the next academic year and its a lot. I mean i want to help daddy pay it but what do i have. I am so scared of putting myself out there and posting my work but i have to if i want to get noticed. I am so scared of what people will think of me. To be honest right now i am kind of in tears. I don't really have anyone to speak to and guess what? the Holy Spirit is reminding me that He is here so i will speak to Him and get back to you. But tbh i am really scared and anxious. Well i'm back and honey God is in control okay? Relax. It may seem like everyone is enjoying life and yet you are at home just trying to build something that isn't showing any signs of success yet but have hope okay? You will be great! God is with you and is your Lord okay? Everything will work out! I'm going to watch Black butler. Bye bye boo <3