A letter from Dec 03, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hi, andto nanaman tayo... trigger nanaman depression mo.. isang malamig at makulimlim na araw nanaman. NgKrank ka nanaman kasi.. the weather speaks. Not only that, nalaman mo... na after all this time.. na pinursue mo sarili mo na gagalingan mo sa work mo.. that you will be responsible and dependable. That you took a lot ot effort and the workplace took a lot of your time and energy. And yet, hindi pa rin talaga pinalad. Seems, that they didn't see your worth. Sadly, the Christmasdays Duty were not given to you, instead they were given to those who didn't even have the guts and responsiblity that you had offered to the table. Sadly, that the Christmas party of the department, was not favored to you.. coz you were not in the list. Please for give yourself, for hurting... that you didn't see your worth and you trusted them blindly. Please God, take this pain away and give me the courage to fly above this situation. Because, honestly, so much happening inside my mind. It felt likeI was betrayed. I hope God, you could see my effort and commitment.. that I don't deserve what they did too me. To my Futureself... I know you had come so far and experienced a lot of heartache. Please be still. Have faith. That things will rush in to your favor. ILOVEYOU. remember that.