A letter from Dec 02, 2024

Dear FutureMe, To be honest with you, I don’t even know what to tell you right now. It’s pretty bad right now. Maybe I’m overreacting and we are fine but it’s not really a nice feeling to have no friends. Just putting it out there. I’m grateful and happy for Gods presence in our life right now. I’m happy we have Him to rely on because our life is in His hands. Isn’t that a wonderful and fleeting feeling? I don’t want you to be sad right now. This should be a happy time. I want you to be better and thriving by the time you read this again. I want you to know who you are and have the most beautiful relationship with our Father that not any person could just have. You’ll be okay. You know that and I don’t have to tell you. I’m proud of the progress I don’t even know we made yet but you’ll do what I didn’t. I know that for sure. I don’t know what this dull aching feeling is that lingers in times of lonliness but I know that we’ll overcome it. You’ll overcome it. Why? Because honestly, aside from our mom, you’re the strongest kid I know personally. Maybe it’s a little biased but who could really cut off an entire friend group at the end of our high school years? It’s not even the end yet but you did that. I hope you made better friends or at least kept that one good one we both know and love for her love for God. Keep reaching for God. You’ll find Him. Always. He will always be with you. May you find peace in His presence continuously, and solace. God bless you forevermore. I love you and He does too. His actions protect us from further damage and pain. Always remember that and Him. Continue seeking Him and you will not be disappointed. Happy future letter. I hope you’ll be in a much better place by the time you read this. I really do. And even if you’re not, that’s okay too. We will always have God. Let Him keep the wheel. He won’t let us crash. Ever.