A letter from Nov 28, 2024

Dear FutureMe, If you're alive, first of all, congrats. I'm mostly writing this to let you know I feel really hopeless, like I should never trust myself again, especially romantically, and like my thesis, if I ever submit it, will be mediocre and then embarrass me forever. Embarrassment won't **** me though, so I'll try to finish it nonetheless and then I (you mainly) can forgive myself for failing myself in so many areas of life at some other stage. hope you feel better than I do? take care and good luck. I'm sorry you have to keep existing, if you are indeed alive.