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My Dearest Wulan Nur Yuliana,
I’ve spent countless hours trying to find the right words to express how I feel right now, but nothing seems to fully capture the storm of emotions in my heart. Still, I want to try because you mean so much to me, and I believe our connection deserves my honesty and effort, no matter how things may turn out.
First, I want to say that I hear you. I understand that you’ve been carrying a heavy burden and that this decision wasn’t easy for you. Your feelings matter deeply to me, and though it hurts to think about what this means for us, I want you to know that I respect you.
That said, I also want to share my truth with you. I love you, Wulan. I always have, and I always will. You’ve been my partner, my confidant, and the person who made life’s ups and downs feel worthwhile. Every memory we’ve built together—the laughter, the struggles, the quiet moments—has shaped who I am, and I am so grateful for you.
I know I haven’t been perfect. If there are things I’ve done—or failed to do—that made you feel unloved, or unappreciated, I am truly sorry. I’ve reflected deeply, and I want to do better—not just for the sake of saving our marriage but because you deserve the best version of me.
If there’s any part of you that believes we can rebuild what feels broken, I want you to know that I am here, ready to put in the work. Whether that means seeking counseling, having more open conversations, or finding new ways to support and love each other, I am willing to give it everything I have.
But more than anything, I want you to be happy, even if that means letting go. If your heart tells you that moving forward separately is what you truly need, I will honor your choice. No matter what happens, you will always have a special place in my heart, and I will always cherish the time we’ve had together.
Thank you for being honest with me. Whatever path we take, please know that I will always wish the best for you, and I hope we can walk this journey with understanding and kindness.
With love,
Your Abati
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