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dear futureself, look at your relationship expected experience.
I mean, I didn't even get into a relationship with her; it was just a failed talking stage. We both failed to communicate properly. You can call it a situationship. It may seem small to others, but this experience completely changed my life. I loved her with all my heart; I showed genuine intention. I told her that I wanted her to be a part of my life and future. And right now, I feel the grief of losing her. I messed up, and I hate myself. I hate the way I live my life. Why can't things be just the way I want them to be? Why can't she be here with me? I miss her so much; I love her.
Every time I see her, my heartbeat starts to race. It's like a heavy feeling, I want to approach her, but I can't. I just tell myself "oh dang, she's so beautiful." While feeling like I'm not enough for her.
She's exactly the girl I was looking for. She's the girl I wanted to be a part of my life. She's the girl I wanted to commit to. She's the girl I wanted to love with all my heart forever. Unfortunately, things just didn't go in my favor. Things didn't work out the way I wanted them to.
She won't, she's already talking to another. She's busy with her own life, and you're not a part of it. I'll make it clear, she's not interested. Go ******* move on with life already.
How am I going to move on from her when there's someone else in my class who looks like her? It's like everywhere I turn, there's something that brings back a memory I've been trying to forget. Her laughter echoes in the hall, and her smile haunts me even in moments of silence. I know time is supposed to heal, but the constant reminders make it feel impossible to escape her shadow.
I mean, I didn't even get into a relationship with her; it was just a failed talking stage. We both failed to communicate properly. You can call it a situationship. It may seem small to others, but this experience completely changed my life. I loved her with all my heart; I showed genuine intention. I told her that I wanted her to be a part of my life and future. And right now, I feel the grief of losing her. I messed up, and I hate myself. I hate the way I live my life. Why can't things be just the way I want them to be? Why can't she be here with me? I miss her so much; I love her.
Every time I see her, my heartbeat starts to race. It's like a heavy feeling, I want to approach her, but I can't. I just tell myself "oh dang, she's so beautiful." While feeling like I'm not enough for her.
She's exactly the girl I was looking for. She's the girl I wanted to be a part of my life. She's the girl I wanted to commit to. She's the girl I wanted to love with all my heart forever. Unfortunately, things just didn't go in my favor. Things didn't work out the way I wanted them to.
She won't, she's already talking to another. She's busy with her own life, and you're not a part of it. I'll make it clear, she's not interested. Go ******* move on with life already.
How am I going to move on from her when there's someone else in my class who looks like her? It's like everywhere I turn, there's something that brings back a memory I've been trying to forget. Her laughter echoes in the hall, and her smile haunts me even in moments of silence. I know time is supposed to heal, but the constant reminders make it feel impossible to escape her shadow.
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