A letter from Nov 26, 2024

dear future me, hows high school? right now I'm in 8th grade and i ******* hate most the people. first of all don't even get me started with this ***** loryn, she follows me around like a puppy its honestly sad. she's in all my classes (ofc YOU know) but I'm actually typing this like I'm gonna send this letter to someone else 😂 anyways about loryn, every time the period ends she follows me to my locker and waits for me to finish like ***** PLEASE hop off my **** thank you very much. She tells people that I'm "besties" with her and brags about me to other people, like what sane person does that 😪. for example, my bsf carmen told me that loryn bumped into her in the bathroom and loryn asked her, "So ur friends with Chloe again?" ***** first of all, it's non of your ******* business to go to MY friends and ask some stupid **** like that. Me and carmen fell out for 2 months then became bsfs again and even though she did know doesn't mean u go and ask questions abt it like what. Anyways, carmen said "yeah" and then loryn went on and started bragging to her that she had all her classes w me. to anyone reading this that isn't me, DOESN'T THAT SOUND ******* CRAZYYY?! She tries to hold my hand in the hallways and walk with me everywhere too, like she teleports to me sometimes after gym and all of a sudden I have an annoying gnat thats keep trying to grab my hand and run away like we're in a ******* movie. besides that, she's non stop boy obsessed...like so obsessed that u have to say it comes to a point. This ***** deadass only talks about this kid Niko that looks like a super senior but is actually 13, basically if I had to put it in a nutshell they're exes from like a 1 month relationship and loryn keeps running back when he clearly doesn't want her, like babes if HE broke up w u and ur still chasing him back after MONTHS, u have a problem. Anyways she told me that she's officially done w him (which i don't believe) and ever since she's been concerningly delusional, saying **** like she's plotting on JAMES, thinking nick likes her back just because he doesn't text dry AND that she looks like leandra 😂😂 chile anyways let me stop bc this makes me look like a hater and even tho I lowk am doesn't mean it's ok to have a CRAZY STALKER ON MY **** THAT THINKS IM FRIENDS W HER. ANYWAYS!!.... I hope high school is doing WAYYY BETTER then this **** hole I'm trapped in. Lets change the subject bc if I don't i'll end up just talking about all the people i despise. mom is living here again, she has for 4 months and that just made me realize right now that i've been addicted to mary j for 4 months........but besides that She's been pissing me off. All she does is sleep and I know it's the weed but i swear to god this ***** makes me do EVERYTHING for her now, when she gets back home from work i usually sit w her the rest of the night, and when she's off but thats a separation issue I have to deal with. she'll tell me that if i do this or do that, that she'll wake up but thats never the case, and she tries to use the bs excuse that she's tired but its like, I woke up earlier than her and I got home later than her, theres no excuse that u can't even sit up, and talk to me like a normal person when I'm doing perfectly fine. anyways ima head out since I'm getting tired of typing lmaoo but I hope ur doing ok and always know that past you is always rooting for u. goodbye 4 lifer ily🩷