A letter from Nov 23, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I'm not doing so good rn I'm in a crappy job in a crappy situation and it's just hard to have the motivation to stay alive. It's 20 to 7 and I can't go back to sleep idk what to do with my life anymore I just want to end it all. Are we still alive? Ik there's no point to that question if you're not but hopefully if you aren't then you give aiden your email so he can read this. I just hope he knows how much I love him and how much I don't want him to cry or be sad. But we all know that feels like a fever dream rn, dying would be the best outcome to this **** but I have to stay alive I have to pay him back. I hope things turn out differently to how they are now because I can't go another year like this it's too much. Anyway I hope you're having fun and keep remembering to try and carry on if you are alive and if you're not well I'm sorry for the choices I made that lead to this and it's all my fault why you're dead.