A letter from Nov 23, 2024

Dear FutureMe, woah!!! hey ky ;) im 19 rn and lowkey living my best life but not at the same time (jk i am very grateful but i just complain, overthink, and complicate everything too much - pls stop!!) Im on the semester break we took before nursing school and its been pretty awesome...I know I am going to miss this one day mumu is a pain in a the effing arse, she;s so bad i hope she is well more behaved when u read this bc holy shat she is causing a lot of issues!!! FUYCK!!!! did she end up going with you to phoenix? I kinda hope she did but at the same time I understand if not because wow I love her so much but omg she's a handful >:O its nov 22 and by the time you get this email...u should be ready to graduate nursing school!!! holymoly!!!! dream come true but what now!?!?!?! you've been waiting for this moment you're whgole life--- i guess its time to work and grind.... woooo that sounds so scary :(((( AND YOU;RE ABOUT TO TURN 21?!>!>! WTF!!!! You're getting so old...gross...however, in our head you're just a 17 year old girl ;3 I have no idea what nursing school has in store for me but I am sure it is the most challenging but rewarding thing ever.. i hope you tried your best and worked so so so hard because you have a family to spoil!!!!! jokes aside, I know what you are capable of and it is so much more than what you think of yourself <3 I admire for who you are and how far you've gotten, please do not disappoint me--work and grind as hard as you can because this time is a very crucial part of your life and it basically makes or breaks your future (not really but in my silly head it kinda does because what else r u gonna do...XD). Anyway pain is temporary, it is all going to be worth it when you are able to spoil your family who are the only reason you are able to experience and overcome what you have going on in your life.. never forget that <333 ONLY A YEAR AND A HALF CMON DONT **** IT UP!!! I hope you're not too harsh on yourself (you definitely are but that is just who we are lol..OUCHGe) because we are just a girl who is just figuring out what life is supposed to be so give yourself a break.. (not too long) If you are about to graduate, I am so so so so proud of you and I knew you were able to do it :) I know you had your doubts but in the end, you pushed through every challenge because you're strong!!! love you and I hope you do too. SCHOOL ASIDE,,,,,do you have a hot **** boyfriend now?? ;))) if not that's cool...haha..totally...you're not going to be single for the rest of your life haha it's fine you'll find someone eventually...jhaha...totally... (you're so lonely and awkward and rizzless) if u do...wtf!!!! WHAT!!!!>@?@@@> I hope he is very sweet to you tall *COUGHS*( well rounded and intelligent bc that is what u deserve@!!! i hope he makes you laugh a lot too pleas respect yourself and do not settle for anyone less...i promise the time will come if you are meant to be with someone don't rush things just because you want it you needy ***** heh <333 anyway i hope you learned to love and not be scared of it anymore, i hoped you became the person I have always wanted to be (please have long haIR PELASE HAVE LONG HAIR IVE WANTED TO GROW IT OIUT FOR SO LONG BUT I KEEP CUTTING IT OPLEASE PLEASE PELASE STOP PLEASE GROW UR HAIR OUT FOR ONCE IN UR LOIFE!!!!!))))) I am 19, I have learned a lot this past year, I hope you never forgot - Family will always be first NO MATTER WHAT!!!! - Kindness is free and contagious, everyone is attracted to kindness - be as selfless as you can be, anger in your heart will only poison you - 6tr45 --wise words from mumu (she walked across the keyboard) - The best thing you can do for yourself is to love yourself - Do whatever you want...you'll never be this age ever again each year, you get older and before you realize it, you're going to be old asf not able to do **** and you're going to think...wow...i should;ve done this when i was younger..NOOO!!!! STOP!!!! DON;T LET THAT BE YOU PLEASE MAKE THE MOST OF YOUR TIME AND STOP DOOMSCROLLING ANYWAY you are so awesome and cool (i hope) peace out ;P