A letter from Nov 23, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Currently I’m hungry, yesterday I did something reckless but sweet, bought a ticket for my best friend to see zayn. One direction, yes changed my life, this year is incredible, I witnessed the two extremes of both sides, deaths of loved ones, my family is getting back to light from all the darkness we been through past couple of years, I had good memories with my friends and family. Life is unbearable sometimes but I find my joys, trying my best to live meaningful way. This year I’m prosperous with money, in the beginning of the year I struggled and worried about money a lot but this year truly I worked hard and showed up for my self, somedays are the worst yet I know I’m always passing through it all. I’m learning to find joy in little things as I was so harsh on myself alot, I’m a people pleaser and an empath yet it’s important for me to find balance between taking care of others and myself, sometimes I have to prioritise myself, kind of always as at the end of the day it’s you. You have to take accountability for yourself, your actions but sometimes I go too far, and put every blame in myself. I may read it after long years and I know I made it, I always believed in myself and everything will be alright I love you , you worked so hard and enjoy the journey. Be kind to yourself and others as we never know when the journey ends.