A letter from Nov 22, 2024

Dear FutureMe, First and foremost, i hope you still use this email and i hope you received this letter that I choose to send a year later. It’s November, not much left for 2025. Wow, time flies. Anyways, I really hope you’re happy now. That’s the most important thing i wish for you. It doesn’t matter if you work in Morocco or somewhere else, doing stuff related to your studies or not. It doesn’t really matter. I just hope you feel happier. And i hope you passed a good year. I don’t really know what to write about. I am currently not doing really good. I went to the doctor this morning to do a diagnosis and see why i feel so tired lately. She told me that i don’t really have symptoms for anaemia and that i may have hidden depression. I couldn’t hold my tears and cried. These past years weren’t easy to me. I still didn’t find a job. It’s really hard. I feel miserable. My self esteem is at its lowest. I lost contact with everyone i know. I don’t feel like talking to anyone. My life is so boring. I feel stuck, but it’s been a long time with the same feeling, i felt lost this whole past year. If i had to put a title on this year, i would say loss. I think i need to start going to therapy or something to maybe feel better about myself. Anyways, i want you to remember that you still worth it despite everything. I hope you do more of what makes you happy. I hope you are in good shape, healthy. I hope you reconnect with your old friends. Also i wish you made new ones, but real ones. You still have a long way to go. I am still lost till this day. I saw this on TikTok where a girl is talking to her future self saying stuff like i hope you got into ucla and studying business. Concerning me, I don’t know, I don’t really have goals, but i hope by then you do and working towards them. Wish you the best and love you. Stay strong 🫶🏻