A letter from Nov 22, 2024

Dear FutureMe, helloooo, dexieeee! how are you? happy 16th bday! this is from your past self:) many things happened in just 1 year like what the freak haha the man who you think the man you would soon marry kay nag break up mo sa april or march i forgot kay that particular months gina try ninyo balik but as the time goes by the both of you got tired at the same time and realized that breaking up is for the the better. i was accused of cheating, i was involved in an issue where nag cheat daw ko tapos the one who spread the fake issues was your bf's classmate. the people na you think where your friends but di pala. they were just faking it. i was hurt by the fact that he didn't side and tried to understand my side but instead he chose his classmates false accusations about me. i was hurt kay i was the one who is in relationship with him and then ato lng mahitabo? like parang wala na tanan dayon. our promises, our journey, our relationship ended just because of that ******* false accusations but yea u tried naman to find the good in that particular situation of yours haha and im so proud of youuu! looking back it was the most painful thing that happened siguro to me this year or idk. i thought he was the one bai! i thought jud. and days come by i heard something about him and his classmate having a thing while having a relationship with me. at first i thought it was nothing kay actually during our relationship naa nako duda kay amierah gi selosan nako sya at some point nag tell ko kay bonane ana then he told they are just classmates dili daw sya mupatol sa classmates so mao to naniniwala sad ko kay i love him baya hahays love can make you do stupid things jud ay! going back mao to tas days come by nasad i heard na naa najud sila thing so mao to i was hurt kay dili pa weeks neither months mi nag break yet naa na siya gipuli so mao to i was very hurt gi blame nako akong self ato grabe akong self blame ato jud ay. maygani during healing journey nako naka encounter ko sa jehs shux it gave me another meaning to my life to get going! it really helped me to heal. God forgave me so i should forgive others. idk but no i am very grateful jud ay. JEHS i will never forget you! going back no naa to one time ga chat si joy saako nya ga second thoughts ko basin man jud if mag reply ko masuko si bonane nako but if disad ko mag reply si joy ang malain saako hahays! si arianne jud bai sige og pangitaon sya kay want man gud kaayo ni arianne ang gi gift niya saako na stuff toy which is si blueblue so mao to hahaha kabalo ka bisan karon wala pako ka see ni dex ay ( iring namo ) i miss her naaaaa hihu. i think sila naman guro ni amierah lowkey rajud sila. and idgaf HAHAHA and now latest love update naaa hahaha i think jud bai 2022-2023 me would not believe these plot twist that happened to me this year. out of all the plot twist that happened this one will always be mh favorite above all. BWAHAHA me and xavier met again sa mfs 2024 wala sya nag model kay ano gibawalan sya saiya ex-gf before mao ni back out sya hahaha so to cut short fubu mi ni xavier like rn BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA mao to maulaw ko admit hahaha gina pleasure lng namo each other sa among mga body cravings me and him gikan mi long rs so mao to amo body naanad pero ang una nanghanggat si xavier jjd oy wtf wala ko katou gani first namo meet kay sep and ongoing parin among situation sa nov last namo was 11/06 night it was freaking awesome hahahahaha. INTRAMS: nomi sa dike with old friends ( last sy g12 students) i was comforted by the words of pipay not in the way that i was healed but i was comforted by the way that she said that they didn't even knew they had something with them, during our relationship they were shipped na pala kaya that's why siguro they developed feelings for each other. i was adored by people MS INTRAMURALS: 1st runner up Best in Sports Attire your ex and her new gf watched the pageant and congratulated you at the end of the event. people were asking why didn't you won when out of all the contestants you had the greatest answer. you were tired answering people to the point that you didn't go to the canteen for God knows how long days it was. it made you ask yourself kung asa ba nag kulang why didn't you won. ACADS: president ka sa mars hahaha leader ka permi ( as usual ) maintain high grades gyapon 1st honor and only honor sa section mars hahaha sslg officer ka respected ka sa mga lower levels haha representative ka sa upcoming ms intramurals hihuuuu 1st runner up and best in sportd attire sa ms intramurals SPIRITUAL JOURNEY : graduate sa jehs ongoing sa incorporate probably next year im gonna have a disciples guro lead permi sa cc haha your dream ministry is finally accomplished 5th time na nga pag serve as back up 2 times sa cinema 3 times sa center FAMILY: still a house but progress is invited hahaha singkit naa nay uyab hahays!. arianne still my baby and always will be! mommy and i spend our time evaluating my younger sisters happenings in life. its kinda good knowing that you are trusted by your mother to talk about those things.