A letter from Nov 22, 2024

Dear FutureMe, one year past and I bet so much things changed. At the moment it's 22.11.2024 (I am 25) and I am sitting in the office on Friday writing this letter for myself. I went through a big crisis with Kubo and he left me. He moved back to parents and didn't even celebrated my birthday with me. It was hard, I was crying a lot but everyone tried to still make it one of the best days for me. I ate lobster, I drove car, I got flowers, I went fishing and received so much love, which I am forever grateful for. I am have no idea how the situation looks like now, if we are back together with Kubo or decided to rather let it go. And honestly I have no idea what would be better because at this point of time, both make sense and seems like a good decisions. I have so much love towards Kubo and I think I will forever have but he also hurt me badly and it would take so much time to recover from it. But it also taught me a lot. And one of the things were that in all of that mess I forgot to love myself and that is something that has to change. For that reason, I got myself coach, started therapy, start working out, learning danish and just get to know myself every day more and more. I started to realise how amazing I am and how much love i have within me. I thought it is a bad thing, because I am in so much pain afterwards but its not bad thing. Quite the opposite, its my strong side that I can love to heavily and i dont ever want to stop doing that. Diana, you are amazing woman that is capable of so much and I am so proud of u. Year from now, I hope you found yourself, you are much more confident, less afraid of future, less controling and take things as they comes one step at the time. Don't stress yourself, build yourself up and dont ferget that you are the most important person in your life so always prioritize yourself first and treat yourself with whatever makes u happy. Don't wait until other start treating u the way u want, start with yourself and give yourself the love u deserve and be the princess u truly are for yourself because u are one. And princess like u deserve just good things happening to u. Sending u so much love and happy birthday. You are gonna be okay, it's all okay and everything is the way it should be. Its all just part of the journey and should teach u something, remember that. Everyone has its own timeline so there is no need to rush, good things will come to you. :)