A letter from Nov 18, 2024

Hi FutureMe, Triggers going to bed in 2 days, on Wednesday (today’s Monday). I hung out with Adele and got a few makeup things and accidentally Adele spent 50$ on the claw machines but we got chikawa. Idk what to feel but I sent grandma a note cuz she’s in china the messages is on a note in your phone. Idk was a rlly fun day. Ethans still watching anime next to me, but the corners of his eyes are sorta red so I guess hes sad too? Idk how hes coping. Posted a story bout trigger but didn’t feel right so I took it down into the archives. I want you to remember the day he gets put down, Maybe we weren’t even there. I’ll see in 2 days. Anyways Ella out. Hopefully you’ll remember this day as much as I do. I’m doing Ronnie bai now though. Trigger was puking last night so I really thought he was gonna die. He’s 11 so it’s reasonable. I’ve been telling Ethan and mom to take him to the vet for AGES like weeks ago but oh well not my fault I guess. Hope you dont have survivor’s guilt or whatever. Funny cuz i sent iris a reel saying. (Wdym he has a little heart and lungs referring to a kitten) and write not my cat CUZ HES PROLLY GONNA DIE anyways and then at 4 after hearing the news I sad that thats didn’t age well lol. Anyways, Ella out for real