A letter from Nov 16, 2024

Dear FutureMe, My friends aren’t the same as last year… I wonder if anything’s changed for you too. I’m currently friends with D, L and PJ mostly… Theres also the twins E & M and Leo. Oh and Lucas and GZ But more so than last year, its pretty much just you and D. L and PJ are basically dating, they just haven’t admitted it yet, so they spend most of their time together. And I feel most of the gang is more friends with them than with us. I dunno. Do you still study at RC? It’s a lot, I know. Rich kids are so stupid (as if i’m poor haha) But it’s true. I’m not seen, and it’s partially my fault. I hope you’ve gotten better. And all that food stuff, huh? Still having some of those rules? Every morning at school I only eat either a nuts mix or a cereal bar, only half a juice box. Else I get sick. My brains just weird. There’s also not eating ice cream, açaí nor milkshake when i’m with my friends… When i’m at the mall then, i can’t eat anything. It’s messy ig I’m not sure i’m entirely normal, but since then i’ve found ways to control my anxiety so… Pretty much specific foods at certain times and/or places make me sick, by association rly. So I just stick to other foods. It’s simple! Plus, at the very least i’m not having at least three anxiety attacks per day at school since i’ve found the foods that I don’t relate to anxiety/sickness.. D said that we both should look for therapy, I agree, in a way. I undermine myself too much, alongside that food thing. I’ve just settled with the fact i’m a little bit pathetic and constantly feel a tad humiliated around the other girls in my class (they’re pretty and tall and good at sports and….) So is the life of a fourteen year old girl 🔥 (Well… fifteen, in your case)