A letter from Nov 16, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Holy ****. 32. Wow. It sounds so grown up, I don’t think I can comprehend it. Maybe I never will. Maybe I’ll keep getting older but my heart and soul stay young, I don’t know how to explain it. Maybe everyone feels this way? The last year has been a WILD ride. From starting 31 in El Salvador, to Mexico, back to El Salvador, to Belize, the whole “homeless” thing I did, quitting DHS, leaving Denver, and then traveling all over Europe and now currently in Thailand. Girl. What is your life and who the **** are you? I don’t know if I could even give a top 10 because there have been so many amazing moments. But it’s the lesson of the year that stands out the most ; yes, I can be alone and do everything alone but I don’t want to. I want partnership and friendship and community and family. I want to belong. I want to know what a safe home feels like. I want to continue being that for others. I roamed all around the world, and time still flew by. There is no way to pause it or slow it down, it just goes. So I will ask you to keep being brave and who gives a **** what other people think !!!! You are incredible and can and DO everything. You are loved. You ARE LOVE. Keep going babe. You got this. May 32 bring a different kind of change : maybe some steadiness, stability and the thing you crave the most. Best of luck love !