A letter from Nov 15, 2024

Dear FutureMe, today is november 15th 2024, I had school today and im in lappin enrichment last block. I had a appointment today at the doctors office and i was 121 lbs. Idk i didnt really like that weight i felt like it was skinny for me but at the same time I didn't mind because I can always be slimmer and skinnier and have a better jawline. Today in school I had construction and I came late so I had lunch first. After lunch i went into construction and we were using mortar on bricks. We had 5 bricks mortared on the floor then on the sides where the line was so it was a line of 5 bricks connected on the floor then a line of 4 connected on top then a line of 3 connected on the top of the 4 so it was basically a triangle. We did this idk why but we did this and after i had to use the scraper thing to get the sides of the brick that were empty filled with mortar. after this i went to go sit down and they were mopping the floor. earlier this morning kimmi was texting me on how she promised she would be w me in the future and how she would never do no freak shi wit anthony or be in a rls with him or anyone else except for me. she put ts on god and on her moms life so if its a lie then idk bruh she going to hell lmfaoo. anyways yea she followed me back yesterday on ig her ig is _.k1mmi n like yea i js thought of sumn shi that got me mad. i was js thinking ab how she deleted our messages and i js saw that her and anthony was js active on roblox and how i wont get ha back. im cooked bruh ngl. ion know when i should send this but i was thinking of sending it senior year idk why. i wanna send it in a month like 12/15 but idk maybe. i sent a letter earlier and im going to recieve it on 3/1/25. it was js ab kim and how life was going. i feel like im startin to heal frm her like ian crying as much as i used to like i used to cry everyday for a week straight and ngl i lied to her talm bout some "i cried everyday i cried in school" when in reality i only cried for like a week. thats so bad bruh but i had to go past the limits to get ha back and it still aint work. ion kno tho i feel like i should drop ha and focus on school but like ion know cs at the same time it do be getting lonely at times and ion really like being lonely but at the same time its fine w me like i would rather be w someone but im still doing ok without her. ya gotta lock in tho i hope you do good in construction and hvac whenever u read this , u liked construction a lot the first day you used the jackhammer, the second day you made a wall with mortar and concrete blocks, and today on friday 11/15 you made a wall with bricks and mortar. i hope you enjoy hvac tho and electrical if u got it by the time u get this message. your sisters birthday is tmr so wish her a happy birthday shes gonna be turning 22 unc *** girl anyways make sure she's doing good dont yell at her too make sure shes doing good and make sure ashirs doing good dont play rl craft bro ts is *** im begging yu i hated it cs were trash, im not sure if im finished typing cs she said make a lot but ig this is enough. love yaself and try to life weights everyday if not atleast 3-4 times a week.