A letter from Nov 15, 2024

Dear FutureMe, You are now 27 years old . Still wandering around with your endless struggle. You are weak and weary trying to mask your pain with a smile. I hope you get what you deserve. You deserve it all but you’re too vulnerable to accept your reality. I’m sorry for your pain, I’m sorry for the wrong decisions, I’m sorry for taking a path that is hard to bear. Your younger self if rooting for you! I know you did lots of good things for other people, I know how hard you tried to be strong just to give them a sense of relief. You inspired others to be better. To do what makes them happy . And to be in a better place. You’re such a blessing to others why can’t you do it for yourself ? You’re too good to choose what’s best for them but ending up being alone in the middle of nowhere. It’s tearing me apart seeing how much you struggled because of your selflessness. I do hope , one day, on the day you’re reading this message… I do hope that you finally living your best life. I still don’t know what is it that best for you. Because you were so optimistic about life . You ended up accepting the worst tragedies of your life without complaints. I do hope you’ll learn your boundaries. I do hope you attract the right people. I do hope you’ll brave enough to say no. I do hope you’ll able to break the chain that keeps you from moving forward. Please do something! Break those walls that keeps people away from your real identity. You loved them through their worst. Why can’t you let them love you back through your worst. Don’t suffer alone and learn to share yourself with others. I pray you find peace within yourself and live a genuine life. I’m always rooting for you!