A letter from Nov 15, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hi! How are you? How's life been? Still hard? Learning? Have you accomplished a lot? Or have been the disappointment that we are working on back here? I want you to succeed but life is a great tester when it comes to faith and courage. I am really intrigued into where you have been through for a couple of years, but here I am now. Sakto pagsend mo ng message saken, I was really intoxicated by the office atmosphere. I mean, it's a joy working here, but the way our team leader leads her team is not that kind of appropriate (my teammates will agree). Sakto pagsend mo ng message, medyo gumaan loob ko, pero di ko napatapos. Ayoko kase na mabigat feels ko when I read your message, because I know na ket meron tayo mga bad days noon, you are (mostly) genuinely happy during those days. Sorry I lost you. I am not aware na ganto pala kalungkot mabuhay beh hahahaha I don't really know how to put this into words but I just want to cry. Is this hormones? Or I'm just tired? It's 1PM already and I haven't slept a bit since 11pm last night. I'm tired. I'm just tired.