A letter from Nov 13, 2024

Dear Me Hi, Im writing cause I'm here againnnn for the millionth time, ranting about him. I really do hope by the time you receive this I'm already over that ******. Honestly, I am DEFINITELY not over him, but I am getting better compared to where I was just a few weeks ago; it doesn't really hurt as much as it did... Today is the "Monthsary" of our breakup - Its officially 3 months post break up and here I am, still being sad and all Lana Del Rey about it, whatever that means lol. I still remember the time that he said "No one's gonna love you like i do, no one's gonna be commited to you like i am, No one's gonna treat you like I do" I SURE DO HOPE NO ONE LIKE YOU WILL ENTER MY LIFE YOU TWO-FACED HYPOCRITIC ******!!! You def cheated on me, WHO FINDS A NEW GUYS 4 DAYS POST ******* BREAKUP???? I really, truly believe that quote that I saw sa threads that goes something like this: "They didn't find a new one after you broke up: They were already there the whole time". Ayun, but I cant really help but wonder: Do you think of me? When you feel his touch, do you imagine me? When you kiss, do you imagine my lips? Do you ever imagine me to get your tiny-dicked self off? I guess it really is just human nature to wonder about the things you're not supposed to wonder and think about. Are you happier with him? Do you enjoy his company more? What do you feel when you think back to the time we spent together? Were you ever happy? Do you regret breaking up on me? How do you feel being hypocritic? Preaching about how loyal you are and how you despise cheaters while at the same time, doing it yourself? do you ever feel regret getting back together with me? Cause honestly I half do and I half don't. You served as an entertainment for me during the days of my boring summers working as a VA, you provided me with ****** gratification during the times when I needed it, you gave me the belief that i should be confident in my own skin, but at the same time, you were a ****** partner. You constantly made attempts to make me jealous, you told me that people asked for your social media accounts or whatever, that never worked. I know you don't look good enough to be asked something like that. You also made SEVERAL accounts to try and test my loyalty and failed ******* miserably. do you think I'm just some ***** who would just go with any guys as long as they offer me ***? I'm not like you. You also were ******* insecure as all ******* hell. You constantly asked for reassurance: I get it, its one of the parts of a relationship, but really?? Does it have to be everyday?? Also, you ******* asked me to send screenshots of my social media everyday. You literally had no trust in me, even before that Instagram incident, which is honestly really ******* insignificant compared to what you're actually doing behind my back, projecting *** ************, and you dare to say you forgive me?? **** you! I should've been the one forgiving me, for even entertaining the thought of getting back with you. YOU WERE SO MEDIOCRE, AND IM SO GLAD THAT ITS OVER NOW!!! Ayun, I wish me the best, and I hope that a ************ like you never enters my life again. I'm ending this email with a quote from sabrina carpenter's vicious cause why not lol, I feel like this is the most appropriate lyrics for my current situation. "You don't feel remorse, you don't feel the effects 'Cause you don't think you hurt me if you wish me the best I shoulda known all along, I was only the next one To take your love songs as a promise" I hope I never have to think of your sorry *** ever again. With Disgust and a look of Regret, Dal*