A letter from Nov 12, 2024

Dear FutureMe, hello, does it get better? ive always played the lyrics "this time next year i be livin so good livin so gooodd". and suprisingly my life has some plot twists. now i feel like i jumped into a deep hole where i want to just lay in bed constantly worrying about calculus when i cant even get up to study. its all in the head. yet ang pagod ko talaga. it must be dealing with my pcos then fixing my owwa. i always feel tired and unmotivated. so future me, does it get better? i dont want to hear some sappy **** na you learn to grow and deal with it. if then, when will my life get better because i feel so alone all the time.