A letter from Nov 11, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hey a wrote a letter to you a little while back I don’t remember when I wrote it or what I wrote but I just wanted to update you on what’s happened Natalie lives with my grandma now and I have a room to myself well not really all her stuff is here she said I could get rid of it but I don’t think my parents would like that Idea I made a new friend in October her names Karina but you know that already I’m in love with her but she has a girlfriend she’s very sweet to me and I want nothing more that to make her happy for the rest of her life I guess I’m bi then. I’ll probably have that figured out later but for right now I’m bi anyways back to Karina her and her girlfriend are sometimes good and sometimes not and she talks to me about it and I can’t just tell her to break up with her just bc I have a crush on her that would make me a very bad friend and a horrible person so I talk to her about it and she kind of have to realize that I can’t just tell her an option she kind has to figure it out herself when I’m writing this only three people know about me and being bi maybe there will be more later maybe not but I can say for sure also I’m currently struggling with food only Karina knows about it but I starve myself I don’t want to ask anyone for help I just want to kind of fix it by myself it kind of makes me feel good about myself when I don’t eat maybe you’ll feel better than I do but anyways goodbye for now