A letter from Nov 11, 2024

Dear FutureMe, It's 11/11/24 and I'm in FLUX Well, not really, but everything in my life feels like a bit of a question mark. Firstly - work. I hope that's settled! At the moment we are just limbo because the handover is happening on Jan 5th, and at this point I don't know if I still have a job here or if I have to move over to the new agency. Or if neither are gonna be possible and I have to quit! So yeah that's pretty ****. I'd like to think I'm still at the current agency (being vague since I've let this message be public) but I'm not too sure what that job will even look like in a year's time. Secondly - life. Obviously you know that we've been trying to conceive since summer, and so far haven't been successful. This month has felt really good and I've been fully manifesting it, but I just don't know if its something we're going to succeed with naturally or whether its going to be a more expensive and frustrating journey. I'd love to think that this month is it - and I'm sat reading this email with a happy 3 month old on my lap. Can you even imagine! Anyway. Even if I'm reading this with no job and no child, I love you. I wouldn't choose to have my consciousness floating around in anyone else's body. What a blessing to be exactly who I want to be, every day. Please try and be happy and enjoy yourself xxxxx