A letter from Nov 11, 2024

Dear FutureMe, heyyy dear mee it was my birthday two days agoo am 19 🫢 they keep telling me that I got old but am still a teenage it’s my last year as a teenager huh! Am writing this letter from the analyse class she just called me to the table and I got a (+1)😌 anyways, It’s raining i feel so cold but I love this weather I have a toxic relationship with the winter I love it even that it’s hurt me( I can’t resist coldd😭), idk but this birthday was special I got congratulations from people like if u asked me last year I would never tell that I will be close to them, got birthday wishes from strangers on the road it’s omg soo cool and I discovered my superpowers: hating france in every second of my life and being mean to chadi, also heba said My superpower is being soo lovely ( chadi have a privilege to see me mean side😂) wait just something stock to my head yesterday( i had some problems with my roommate and when she was leaving the room I was joking I said let’s scream like we are happy when she leave and chaima said omg finally I saw u being mean once ah u are a human😭😭) oooh I wrote a long paragraph and it’s expired omggg anyways i love u dear future me I hope next time I read this letter u better got some social skills cuz I am tired of getting wrong when I say things and **** social media it’s ruining my relationships with people I really enjoy their existence in real life idk why I am using english butt lsl Yes am bad on social media like when I don’t have what to say in real life I just made a face expression but through messages it’s so awkward bro also i think so much before saying things and finally I regret what I said and making people feel bad make me awake all night sooooo I wishhhhh next year this problem will venish or I will delete social media am serious cuz what the hell it makes me so confused. And am excited to see how my relationships will develop who i will stay friend with and who not do I meet new people de they will be close to me during a year. Hope I don’t lose anyone means to me hope am better with my family cuz I really think that I was somehow not good with my sisters am not mature but I love them in a fool way omg they are all what I have and hope I will meet my cousins as before this summer and to be together all cuz we are getting old and this mybe our last year without start getting a bit complicated i love them so much I hope am doing something will hurt me ( specially relationships) I hopeeeeeeee I don’t engage in something like that😭😭 I really want to feel loved but bro wait till to get it the right way this will just hurt me. The future of you will love uu no matter what u did proud of you see u there💗💗💗💗