A letter from Nov 11, 2024

Dear FutureMe,My friends are going out with their roommates and others who live near them, and they're having fun together. My schedule doesn't match with theirs, but theirs match with each other. Today, I saw one of them dressing up, and although I know it's normal to go out, I felt upset and betrayed by that. It's normal to go out with your roommate and enjoy, but here I am, stuck in my room with nobody around. The weather is so nice too, but I feel trapped, bored, and frustrated. I stopped talking to Jessie as well, and I just don't feel like talking to anyone. I go to uni, smoke alone, attend classes, and then come back home. I just don't feel good."