A letter from Nov 07, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I know that this has been one of the most challenging years of your life. I just want you to know how proud i am of you. I gonna get straight to the point: PLEASE MAKE IT TO ANOTHER YEAR. No matter how hard it gets do not give up on life. Writing this letter from the library and im pretty sure someone is seeing this and that makes me feel seen in a way that i do not want to be seen by a stranger but i am doing it anyways. Because this year was all about getting uncomfortable and that was not easy but i would say very essential. Here is a list of the things u should never forget: 1-Always put GOD first. No discussion about it. Never stop praying and reaching out to him. I do not care if you feel like you are not good enough or like u do not deserve to stand in front of him. He loves you and that will never change. Keep that in MIND. 2- Forgive your parents. I know that you already have forgiven them but do it again and again. Keep visiting them and spoiling them as much as u can. Call them because your inner child needs is more important then this crazy overthinking adult in you. 3- Never stop healing and reaching out for help. Get therapy when you need it and prioritize your mental health. 4- Dont feel guilty for getting things for yourself. Reward yourself for being on this earth and for being so hyper-independant. 5- Be KIND. I demand you to be a decent human being. Take other people's feelings and experiences into account. Never stop being helpful and a loving person. Keep being annoyingly nice and kind. Listen to people and apologize when hurting them. 6- Stop judging yourself and other people. Life is already cruel enough. Be gentle and patient with yourself and people around you. 7- GURL keep working out.... 8. Take a trip somewhere. I dont care where as long as you do. 9- Chase your goals, dreams and passions not somebody's son. 10- U better be using retinol. If not get a bottle rn. 11- KEEP going no matter how life turned out for you. It is nit the end of the world. 12. Trust God's plan. Ur book is was already written long time ago. 13- Check on your friends and loved ones. Let them constantly know how much they mean to you. 14. Most importantly DONT FREAK OUT FOR TURNING 24. Get over yourself. And u are hot anyways. Plus one year closer to *****. A WIN IS A WIN. 15. Stay grateful and grounded. Try to get out of your head. Nothing good has come out of that silly. Love you, Future You, Michael Scott