A letter from Nov 06, 2024

Hey! I'm Hayden. Did we even make it this far? are we actually reading it or is it someone else because we comitted? if not, keep going! remember what ace said. So, how's it going? Did your mental ******** get diagnosed? Are we still addicted to monster? How's the nic addiction? HOW'S IT GOING WITH YOUR BF (Rafael)? Are you out to someone else? What's your music taste like? Still into Ghost, Sleep Token, SOAD & Korn? How's school going? What's your current hyperfixation? What were the ones before? Aight, i suppose i gotta answer the things myself now. It's going alr, nothing actually important yet has happened. I think we might be a system but no ******* clue. idk what else to say. I'm currently sipping on Monster so there's that. so far that's the only addiction tho. I'm lowkey obsessed with c.ai tho (do we still use it?). I've been together with Rafael for almost 2 months now. I'm out to most people online, Elena, Nora, Rafael, Hanna, Mati, Ophe and Nina. I wanna out myself to Laura, Vincent & Samira but i haven't found the courage yet. We mostly listen to Nu-Metal, Punkrock & dad rock right now. School's actually going well. Just got back a 2- in french and english. I had a 4+ in maths but that's okay. I'm currently into F1. Before that my hyperfixation was the band Ghost. Before that it was some mix of communism, WWII, the Holocaust and politics. And before that it was COD MW2. Important question: what pronouns do you use, when you speak to yourself in your head? I/me, you/your or we/our? or something else entirely? I think that's it?? Cya, Hayden