A letter from Nov 05, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hey dude. I hope you’re still alive. I’m sure you’ve realized by now you’ve got plenty of reasons to live. I hope Blanca is still in your life. Chris and Ben and Alex too. You’ve got good friends so remember that, and don’t keep to yourself like you used to. Remember how you were with William? Yeah, that sucked. I hope you’re doing things differently now, like I’m doing your mom. Don’t talk about my mom that way. Anyway, I hope you’re okay now being yourself, and I hope you’re not still obsessed over the things you say to people, whether it hurts them or not. I hope you’re making your voice heard, and I hope you don’t feel guilt for it. I hope you know now that you are just as important as everyone else. You don’t have to sacrifice yourself for others, you don’t have to compromise your morals for others. Keep focusing on you. And if you’ve stopped doing that since being in the hospital, start again. Just remember that people care about you, not who you made them think you are, then care about YOU. I know you may think you’re this master deceiver, but no, everyone sees through you. And that’s a good thing. Keep letting people see you, because whether you believe it or not, you are awesome and people love the real you. Be the real you. Don’t worry about the future, or the past. Just think about what you have right now, and be grateful. Good luck at their, Seppo, ooo **** em’