A letter from Nov 05, 2024

Dear Miss Ayu I did not want to pick a date too far, in case you forgot all about me already I'll probably feel a lot of second hand embarassment if we are still talking, so don't tease me too much about it please. I don't really have a lot of things to say here, maybe a year is too short to reminisce but i need to leave a memento if something happens to me ( i don't want to die but my fate may already be written) So yeah, i actually do hope we are still friends at least, and that you managed to pass your 1st year. And overcome everything you're not telling me, that's my dearest wish. Hope you enjoy your sunday with the 3.3 main dps, he really is something (i hope i actually leaked this correctly that would be funny wouldn't it) so yeah, i only wish you the best, even if i'm (hopefully not) gone from your life, i shall keep you in my heart as a celebration of life until the last flame within my heart fades. It was not long enough to honor you, but that's all i can manage with my abilities. I love you a lot, and i hope i managed to make that come across. And i hope the 19yo me from a year from now will actually forget about this, i'm flustered just writing it. Happy birthday, may you bloom beautifully like the most magnificent flower in life's garden. From, Your Dearest. (P.S if and only if our relationship went really badly in a year, you can use this to make fun of me, but i hope this will land in your heart like till's ***** did.)