A letter from Nov 03, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I've been so tired of life, like I don't have enough courage to do something with me but I would like to end with my life, with the problems. My parents are the biggest problem that I've, I felt so free when I was living in another country, I was really happy. But I'm stupid and came back to Brasil, and I hate myself because of it. I would like to have a normal fam, but instead I've an alcoholic father and a mother who won't let me live, and their ridiculous and failed marriage. It's hard to say it, but sometimes I hate both cause my mom chose my dad and she stayed with him for too long and today they are in the same house and don't even talk to each other, I wish she had left when I was still a teenager. And I hate my dad because he always chose his addiction (alcohol and drogs), we offer treatments for him but he don't want the addiction. And most of it, I really hate myself because I don't live my life as I should! Have you get your apartment or you go back to USA?